Anthurim‘s Birdwings

It proves a bitter disillusion and we feel piqued when we lose that special one with whom we could share each and everything, we could be our true selves, When we miss out that beloved one in our lives, we do not only lose that person, we lose everything attached with him, including ourselves. We no longer feel like opening up about ourselves, we do but still we are scared of the unredeemed dreariness fear, the fear of being left alone again, the fear of losing a part of us, the fear of trusting someone to be ours and ours only, forever and ever only. We try to supersede that one by others around us, but then they would seem all superficial as no one will be understanding what is going within us as we would be showing what we want to rather than they being able to understand the fire that is engulfing us. In a dusky path of a life dream, we are in constant search for that person, and as we miss him, we keep comparing him with the ones we have present in our lives, we capitulate by inadvertence, however no matter the better, the best may be standing in front of us...It may take you forever to realize this.