The committee has a wall

Alienation has become alienation and astonishment, and both have their validity. The difference between it and alienation lies in the form of the personal decision implied by the word "alienation." A person‘s alienation by personal decision is much gentler than a person‘s alienation by an anonymous, imposed, external decision. Alienation is also a renewed source of astonishment, even in sadness, even in despair, even in fleeting moments of happiness. Astonishment finds its way into my heart when I contemplate what is happening to me and the world around me and I say: Oh my God! I‘ve never had this feeling before… Catching new feelings becomes a hobby, and astonishment becomes a subject for contemplation, spectacle, and passing the time. Just like reading an exciting news item in Journal Byte or watching a good film by an average director. Astonishment restores confidence in the future. Alienation restores confidence in my control over the fate of things. As for alienation, it is understanding, regret, and a long wait. Here you will find heartfelt writings, diverse situations, and diaries full of events. They may change your perspective on many things, you may remember them when you go through similar situations, they may remind you of what you have already gone through before, but they will certainly touch your heart in some way.